exhausting day

okay, i must tell you that today is very exhausting for me. i hate being in class, because none of my friend was cool and nice. they're just a bunch of poseurs for me. okay, just don't mentioned them again. today, there's a special event in my school. my school is the first 'kebangsaan' school in Indonesia (maybe in the world). my teacher said that we must be proud, but i just shy because everyday we must sing national songs and kinda stuff. but, it nice anyway hahahaha. today, i've got some pictures with Cita and Aya but i can't upload it because it was in my blackberry and i'm too lazy to take it :D

okay, that's all! bubye

you know you can resist me, xoxo Nasiha <3

what makes you left?

Dear D, I know you think me as your little sister that needs attention from an older brother. But I'm not your sister, and I don't like the way you treat me. The feelings that I got for you it's not that 'brothers and sisters' love! I love youuuuu so much like crazy. Trust me, trust me please. I wanna die if I think of you, and I wanna cry if I remember what you've done to me. It hurts like shittttttt. So, what makes you don't like me? I'm annoying, like shit, acts like a baby, or I'm ugly? WHAT? TELL ME I WANNA KNOWWWW I love you! I did, I am, and I always will.................. Huh, but you don't care aren't you, so, if you open my blog, these song lyrics and my novel quotation is for you<3:

"Go to the end of the earth for you, to make you feel my love." -Adele, To Make You Feel My Love
"But I'm still no one, and you're my star. What do you care?" -Radiohead, Thinking About You
"Everyhing is lost. I'm lost." said Way. "What makes you lost?" ask Peter. "Knowing that he doesn't feel the same feeling." - Way & Peter, When There's Will, There's Way

i hate it here

Oh my godddd i hate it here! Everybody seems like they're really have a good time, but it don't happen to me. I don't care if everybody do this and done that, they're mean nothing to me. So they're amazing? So what? It don't mean anything to me! Sorryn I'm just feel abd because I'm not good at adaptating in my new school. I hate all of my friends there, except Aya and Cita (hugs and kisses for you). They're all like I dunno, maybe hmm bitch? Yes, that's exactly the perfect world. But you know what? I guess every girl must become a bitch to survive in this world..... It's that the nature world, or something? Oh god, I hate it here